Sometimes I feel like I need a spanking. Well, ok, quite a lot more than sometimes, but there are days when the need burns stronger. Not just for a simple bum-beating, that holds little attraction. It is a need for punishment, a need to be disciplined. A need to feel very firmly told what’s what and that this- whatever it is (I surely don’t know)- needs to stop.
The problem with this is that I’m a good girl. Really. Rules are there for a reason, and, with a few notable exceptions, I can respect or at least understand those reasons. And so I follow them. All of this is all fine, except it doesn’t help a girl get spanked. It doesn’t scream that a girl needs discipline, even though she really does.
I could just ask, but that seems wrong on many levels.
Perhaps I’ll need to get creative. . .