Tri had thought this sort of thing was supposed to get easier with time, but she felt far more apprehension than she had on her first Cleansing. She’d had anxiety aplenty last time, though the entire ritual also held an enticing air of mystery. On her return, though she couldn’t yet claim understanding of the … Continue reading Cleansing
Month: January 2015
The Man from the Pub
There is a man at the pub, a very kind, gentle, thoughtful man, who thinks he likes me. He doesn’t know. I wish I could tell him. I wish I could tell him that I am not the smiling, fun-loving face that I wear in public. I wish I could tell him that there … Continue reading The Man from the Pub
Confession
While there is a certain attraction to the idea of being caught- the inevitability of punishment, the powerless feeling, and, of course, being able to pretend that if one had been just a bit more sneaky all of this unpleasantness could have been avoided, I find the concept of confession far more potent. It adds … Continue reading Confession
Auto-Correcting
I had to teach my phone the word "mentoring" the other day. It tried to auto-correct to "tormenting." Now that I think about my mentor's methods, though, perhaps it was just very perceptive. . .
Long Distance Discipline: Reflections
Previous posts in this series As part of a new year stock-taking exercise, my mentor has encouraged (rather strongly) me to reflect on our arrangement. The results of this exercise are provided below for those of you who have been following this adventure. I confess that my expectations for online discipline were extremely low. The … Continue reading Long Distance Discipline: Reflections
Distance Learning: Reflection
Co-Authored with Joost of Bad Girls Need Good Spankings Sarah and David's story began here Almost immediately upon her semi-self-imposed exile to the corner, Sarah noticed the cobwebs and let out a sigh of exasperation. She’d just cleaned a few days ago, how did they come back so quickly? Sarah shivered a bit at the … Continue reading Distance Learning: Reflection
Simply Submissive
Thoughts inspired by Lea’s post a while back. I’ve never had much trouble with labels in terms of kink. I’m female and heterosexual, which I realise is on the simple, predictable end of the spectrum. I also identify as a submissive, and feel that word alone pretty much sums up my perspective on that … Continue reading Simply Submissive
Book of the Month: Tamed by the Cossack by DJ Black
With the proliferation of readily-accessible short spanking fiction, I tend not to read as many longer works. However, for 2015, I'd like to change this. After all, reading more is supposed to be a worthy new year's resolution, right? But with resolutions, one really needs accountability. Particularly when one is a submissive. Therefore, on the first Wednesday … Continue reading Book of the Month: Tamed by the Cossack by DJ Black
The Convent Bell
Sister Therese sat upright at the first peal of the convent bell, taking a deep, steadying breath and trying to attain the inner peace the bell was supposed to inspire. She had never quite managed, no matter how long she remained in the compound. It was one of the things that made her wonder, daily, … Continue reading The Convent Bell
The Need- Level 2
With thanks to Sue Mary for the comment on last week's post that helped me unravel this a bit more: "But the question is do you really wish to be held to that higher standard to monitor everything you do so carefully?" I had talked about this last week, though from a combination of ignorance … Continue reading The Need- Level 2
Acknowledging Imperfection 